I need help,nobody understands?

i understand a little bit what u mean. some of this is probaly caused by low self esteem. if u work on that, ur current problems may improve. if u ever need anything tho u can email me at jkjasmineluv@gmail.com and ill b there 4 ya :) just remind me who u r and what ur problem was and stuff cuz i can b kinda forgetful :p